Being sad is foolish
You have lived a colourful life and are apparently living one. You have had moments of joy with your friends, families, strangers. You have felt that form of human connection at some point of time, that has made you smile. If you are comparing your account with that of the better- or the worse-offs, then nothing will ever be enough for you, your problem. But if you are sane in taking ownership of your life the way it has been disconnected with the your social locus, then you would agree, that amidst all chaos, there definitely have been many-a-moment of joys too! But is that still enough to claim that you "are" a happy individual? No. You want more and you want more "for long". "I wish we had more time together", "I wish I could savour the taste for long", "I wish we worked out forever and got married", "I wish I could stay in this country for long", "I wish this person lived a little longer", "I wish I could s...