dear diary

I don't want to express anything anymore. Sadly though, the Brownian motion of people around is more disorderly than Brown's time when he first deciphered it. If you do not participate in this whirlpool, you are a dead oddity already. You have to and you must engage time to time to survive, whatever be your style. It's no more a choice, it's become an indispensable survival weapon. Actions matter, today these actions too are highly dependable on the words you use. If you know what I mean?  Now what if your style is that of an invincible people pleaser. All you had been doing since your childhood is responding to people's reactions, that's how you've been conditioned. Predicting their reactions even before knowing the context and then making your pitch based on preconceived notions; fortunately the add-on skill of being annoyingly optimistic in some of the worst situations  rescues the victims from any potential harm done... helps. You find victory in making ...